the lost will be found...

I had doubts then... Is there really an existing God?
Would you believe, I even came from a Christian school.
My whole elementary life was surrounded by these words:prayer, faith, bible, devotion, praise
all encircling "GOD"...
But when I entered highschool..those words got entangled around each other,and the center of it became blurred..
I stopped attending church,even if my Mom was a Ministry head..
She urged me to come with her,she even bribed me by buying nice clothes that i can wear to church..
Still didn't work.I really had no intention of going with her.I didn't see any reason to come.
What for?
Praying by myself was enough for me.He could hear my prayers, I know..
More like"I thought..."...
But I seldom pray that time.. Forgot about him during the goodtimes.
I also failed to remember to call on him during the worst times of my life,times when I was down,degraded,miserable...
He was included in my Valedictory Address during elementary,that was the last time I
thanked him.
In the years that followed, I was still a Christian...but only in words..
When someone asks what my religion is, I would say "Born-again",
and yet, I was slowly dying...

My life ceased to have direction.I was trotting different roads;
roads that led me to deception,roads that led me to pain,roads that led me to hatred,
they all led me to one thing...
Sin...
And so I thought,He was never there...

And i was alone.

But he came to save me...
He did...